Today’s rainy day seemed like a perfect time to release the floodgates of my stored emotions. King & I walked along the beach in rain gear navigating through a shoreline filled with seaweed.
I looked to the ocean as I walked and waited. Then waited and waited.
As I walked, I realized that I can not call upon my emotions and demand them to show up so I may cry.
So I released the expectation, said my morning prayers, called upon and thanked all of my ancestors, spirit guides, guardian angels, protectors and expressed my love for them as I asked them to guide me in releasing all of the pain and anguish I carry.
I asked them to guide me as I just want to live my life.